Life totally sucks big big ass for me now. the chem exam paper was killed, i'm having stress related insomnia, i wanna cut my hair bad, and i had my dream destroyed jus now. grr!! it's bad!!! i hate the insomnia more than the exam i tell you. actually i'm not suprised about the paper being difficult anyway..
my insonmia is making me wanna hit my head against the wall when i try to sleep. oh ya my bes if propped up against a wall. so convenient eh. i feel tired, jus couldnt get to sleep till one two hours after. and GREAT i set alarm to wake up at 9 but well, after sleeping so late, my subconscious mind decided i should jus sleep more and ignore the alarm- the reason to my waking up now. =X
okay. well i had dreams, dreams, dreams, this time. some weirdo ones involving people i would NOT ever think i would see. haha! i rmbed some more dreams jus this instant. erm a lil revolving my sis me and some friends, think i shouldnt say that one out. lol its personal. but note, we went swimming for a while, and there were butterflies. okay, back to the dream with the weird person involved, we(me, weirdo, and some others) went to gackt's concert, duno where isit. jus know its a concert. haha then i was screaming, then the ppl(uncle,aunties) keep staring at me looking irritated. erm those typical ppl in singapore la~.

i rmbed saying '...look lo.. i dont care' wahahha! then gackt came over my area, it was v darkk.then he asked me singaporean? then i nodded then he reached out for my hand to bring me to an area like a pick-out fan sorta thing. so yea~ i felt his hand. lol jus then, MY DAD WOKE ME UP TO ASK ME WHAT I WANNA EAT FOR LUNCH. OH YEAH
then i woke up, tried my darnest to get back to my dream, but no way, so i'm here bloggin about it before i forgot all about it. it' s my wish to dream of something likethat man.. i think i'd kill to dream. =X so please i dont want my insomnia nonono~ this is really saddening.

anyway, whenever i think of g appearing before me whether in a dream or in a daydream, i'd always think of him with a hair like the one he had in the first takano yuri cm with ryoko. i dont know why eh!! but that's how i view him as.